A Window to my Mind

Normally I would just bs stuff from whatever is the fridge but I never went outrageous.

Today we had a hunk of apples on the countertop. I’m making a light garlic apple chicken. I hope this really works out. I’m afraid its gonna be bland. Its in the oven right now and I dont smell anything. Usually when I cook the entire kitchen smells amazing..not this time…I’m worried

This month. I gave up everything that was important to me.

I need a camera to pull myself together.

:(

Today I said goodbye to my camera and my sister. Crazy…very crazy..

I have 5 chicken thighs in the oven right now, and while i was browning the chicken some of the hot oil burned me… :(

Smells so good right now and looks freaking beautiful. To bad I dont have my camera. I feel like life without my camera is so weird. I lost my left arm.

One that speaks without thinking

Not a child but someone who will embrace me

yeah~

Not a girl who plays around when shes bored

But one that will love only me

Even if she stays still

And guys hand her their phones

That kind of girl who will

Proudly take out and show my picture

Girl~

I need a

Girl~

Pretty no matter what she does

A pretty body too

…..

I’m not busting my nut for you, but at this rate I will. Eff you emotions. I want you and I dont want you at the same time. I’m just scared of things going wrong.

What the hell are you guys acknowledging each other? Am I not good enough to have any feedback? I feel like I’m the one out of the loop, am I not an artist?

Now that I’m asking for it, I’m moving on. I have to be better and bigger.